Sunday, 21 February 2010

I could have done without this right now

There's been a massive (and thoroughly retarded) shitstorm in my communal living situation. I fear I will be stabbed in my sleep by bitter-selfish-unreasonable-psychotic housemate (okay maybe not killed, but dang is she f-ed up). Time for Xenia to move house. I will return to the blogosphere when I've resettled in a psycho-free zone.

In case you were wondering, I have been running. A lot. Did you know it's really hard to breathe while running when your throat closes up as you try choking back anger-tears? Yes, I cry when I'm angry which is unbelievably frustrating since it totally diminishes the importance of what you're trying to say. I think this only happens for those with a uterus though. At least in my experience.

I hope all is well with the rest of you. Take care and I'll come back when I can.

Later gators.

19 comments:

The Merry said...

Damn! Well, if you need a road trip, Oregon is looking quite nice right now. Sunny skies and lots of things blossoming and buzzing and blooming. Plus some good running trails.

Seriously, you damn well BETTER check back in or we're all going to worry about you!

And since you've been so good running, here's a present for you:
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ShutUpandRun said...

Yep you hit the nail on the head. Probably only happens to those of us with the uterus. Hope things get better soon. I had a similar expereince in my 20s and it SUCKED. Very stressful.

MCM Mama said...

Hope you get it all settled quickly.

And I know those angry tears. I hate them! Totally undermines any sort of authority you might have. Not that I have any experience with that LOL.

Tyger Lily said...

Yup...uterus!

Hope you find somewhere quickly! Nothing like living with that kind of stress!

Barefoot AngieB said...

Hope you find somewhere to stay quickly. I hate that I cry when angry. Adds frustration to frustration! Take care of yourself :)

Sheryl said...

Roommate drama sucks! Hope everything gets sorted out quickly and you get to move out of there soon enough. Great job with the running! Can you spare some mojo? =)

Theresa said...

Ugh, that sucks. Hope you find another place soon!

Jamoosh said...

Thank god for the running - now at least you will be able to run away from bitter-selfish-unreasonable-psychotic housemate...

Razz said...

My sister has the same angry/crying affliction. The more she cries, the more she gets pissed off about crying, the more she cries, rinse, lather, repeat. It's quite amusing from a big brother standpoint.

Hang in there!

SteveQ said...

Psycho-free zone? If there is such a place, let me know, 'cuz I've been dating in the crazy house.

Viper said...

Sheesh. Good luck getting out of the land of the F'ed and finding better flat-mates. (That's British for roommates, right?) Cheers.

X-Country2 said...

Yikes. Get yourself some place adorable and stab-free!

theloosemoose said...

That sucks. I hope you find someplace safe, affordable, comfy and drama-free ASAP. In the meantime, sleep with one eye open.

carpeviam said...

What's a uterus?

Oh, wait, I can't use that joke with you, since I'm preggo with the blogosphere child. Your godkid.

Good luck!

joyRuN said...

Aren't there any normal people there you can room with? Doesn't seem like you've had great luck with that :(

Just stash the body well if you decide to do away with your housemate.

Roisin said...

Ummmm...holy crap. I know how you feel, since I have been there too and it's not fun. I hope you can get through without being harmed. Even a flesh wound!

M2Marathon said...

Sometimes I feel that way about my housemates...unfortunately, they happen to be my spouse and kids, so not much I can do with their Crazy.

(And I cry when angry too, which only makes me angrier, which causes me to cry harder which COMPLETELY eliminates the severity of the delivery of my anger. v. fustrating indeed)

prashant said...

Hope things get better soon.

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Laura said...

Ha, I guess I can't judge if it only happens to women, but I know exactly what you mean about crying when you're angry! It sucks.